Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Private: Keep Out

It's been a while but I just have some things to rant about. First off, I'm already thinking of moving. And not even far away but out of West Logan. I am definately saving my money and buying a secuity camera for my dad's house. Also gonna buy a gun. Sick and tired of these sluts and losers around town coming to Dad's door all hours of the day. And not only his door but they've come to mine too. I really like my privacy and I like peace and quiet where I live. It's not that I feel unsafe but just aggravated. Dad's lawn mower was stolen from the yard in the past few days. Not while we were on vacay but while we were probably at work or asleep. I have a camera and I posted a PRIVATE PROPERTY sign in my window beside the camera. But I made some for Dad's place too and I am gonna get that damn camera or two or three. I seriously can't stand the thought of these type of people invading my privacy (since Dad's house still holds my childhood things) and the feeling that they are invading my mother's space too. I really hate hearing his gate open sometimes because I seriously want to go out there with my knife (or two or three) and hurt someone. Is that bad of me? Well I think not. Crack whores and sluts and dope heads and pill heads...they all can just get the f*ck out of West Logan as far as I'm concerened. This town used to be so nice to live in. But as soon as they opened that motel (the old Mathis) back up, this place has turned into the white people's Artisan Avenue. Please God, give me strength to deal with this!



On a brighter note, I had a blast at Disney. Spending mucho time with the sis was great. Plus Arnie slept under my arm most of the time. He's too cute! I think my fave park though was Epcot. Maybe because I liked the World Showcase so much. I do love animals though and that was awesome at Animal Kingdom but that's what I liked about it, the animals. I just liked Epcot for being more adult friendly. And the German beer was the shiznit. I would have liked to spend more time there though. Maybe buy some things from the cultural shops and drink some more unusual beverages that aren't common in these parts. I think Disney is something I'd love to do again sometime.







I started a little story in my head last night before bed though I fell asleep and never wrote anything down. Kinda a bit like this:

I was born without my own hands. For these hands are your hands. Your hands write my name, write these words. The hands of a poet. And yet your hands are dead. How could they write my name, write these words? Two hands, replicas of your past and my future. Hands that you still use though your gone. I cherish your hands. Able to feel your touch on my face, the warmth they give. I'm glad I have your hands and not my own. For your hands are much better than my own would be. I look at your hands through your eyes. For you gave me those too. Thank you for your hands, Mom.



(not really a poem or anything but just some little things I think about when I look at my hands...because my hands look soooo much like my mom's hands, except skinnier lol)



OK sleepy now so I'm signing off (with Mom's hands) and going to bed. Night!